~~shopping not so spreeee...tapi bolehla..~~

*********************************XOXOXOXOX******************************************
Hohohohoh0....(mode krismas)...ape bende yang aku beli hari ini..adalah rentetan daripada memebiarkan muka aku tanpa dijaga sejak bulan oct 2011...sb sibuk bernomad...sile saksikan...taadaaaa!!!!

1. Set jaga muke yg bercampur2 brand...sabar..sabar...nanti aku detailkan satu-satu












2.Cosmoderm Vit E toner....toner muka after using cleanser.
Description:

dipetik dari:http://cosmoderm.tripod.com/id17.html

removes dirt and make-up left after cleansing

improves elasticity and moisture level of skin

helps soothe dry and damaged skin tissues

alcohol free, non-comedogenic and hypoallergenic

3. Cosmoderm magic Exfoliating Gel
Description:

• Exfoliating dead skin cells and helps to promote skin cell renewal while providing moisture to skin for a cleaner, smoother and suppler skin (amik sebijik2 ayat kat botol)

***Lepas pakai magic gel ni, kulit rasa licin je (ayat tak tipu ni tau!)





4) Cosmoderm Perfect Sunscreen + Flawless Foundation
35 ++ PA

***Aku pakai mende alah ni sb skang ni p kerja dok naik moto ngan hubby...so byk terdedah pada matahari dan kotoran habuk
Caution!: Aku mmg bukan makeup punye person

Last sekali aku beli permbersih muka clean & clear micro scrub. Cukuplahh....

Pastu ktrg dapat air zesta percuma (promotion)...siap org zesta tu letak dlmbakul moto lagi....zesta guarano berries...(tak berapa nak kene ngan tekak aku)


***************************************SEKIAN*****************************************

I dont care

I stop sharing anything about me with you
I do not share my thought and feeling with you
I STARTED TO SAY ..." NOTHING AND EVERYTHING is JUsT FINe"
i don't talk to you much
i started liking to keep silent
i stop staring at you
i started to have fear in my heart because of you
i started to cry when remembering things happened between you and me..

...you should be careful..coz its the sign that you are no longer in my heart...very soon..

The moment when I feel that...

want to be alone...
...and rethinking...what have been gone so far in my life..
till the moment of ending up everything...by having a second thought...
of...how could i divert the sorrow..into something beautiful and maningful..
TEARS...might come along while u having a second thought....when u have to pretend..
nothing is happening...and deep inside you...only nobody knows..except the Creator..
Give me patience...and wisdom

SOMEONE LIKE YOU -adele-

What does the heart says

Sometimes..my heart does tell me I really need :

Someone that I can share my problem with no boundaries
Someone that may comfort me when I am in a trouble
Someone who may understand..."Yes I did mistake...sorry..regret..lesson learnt" and that
someone will comfort me " Its..ok...take it easy..I always be by your side"
Someone who will lend his shoulder that I could cried on
Someone who will rub my back and head..."Its..ok dear. Don't be so sad. U've been doing good
so far...and sometimes what we planned never happened.."
Someone that makes me feel secure
So far..only HE knows..:)..and maybe I don't need that someone..who knows




XoXo : T-T

Hari pertama Kak Ekin di Ofis KL

Tgk....ape yg kami lakukan on the first day she's in KL...

mon désir

I wish...one day I will have....





my own edible garden




...and my very own style





signature dish.....







walawei...boleh ke ni?

PICTURE: Test skill yang takde skill

Je fais de la photographie!

WAJAH KESAYANGAN HAMBA

Ahah...this is my lovey dovey hubby...mase rambut panjang. Kind of suka jugak if hubby berambut panjang and then go along with the half poney tail...picture was taken kat Harbour View..hehhe..nampak ganas tak muka dia...wpun muke ganas..hati dia kiut tahu.."ape pun tak boleh"..hehehe...xoxo :)



Ini ialah bonda saya a.k.a tokmak Uzair. Amacam mengancam
tak?Picture was taken mase bertunang my cousin.
My eldest nak ikut sekali...My mom ni walaupun garang
but she have a very big heart...and yes she is a happy go lucky person...hehehe...kalo dia senyap je..ade somthing wrong lah tu..."Ujay sayang ibu ke abah" ...."sayang Tokma" :()





This is our beloved father...hensem kan...macam Joe Labu..hehhe...nampak serious tapi orangnye kelakar..Tak banyak cakap..tapi kalo sekali marah...boleh makan dalam tau! Anyway He is our greatest dad and we proud to have him as the CEO of the family...(MY MOM MENTERI KEWANGAN..hahahhaa). We all love you!


Gambar my 2 brothers takde plak. Once available..I'll upload and be a story teller

Loves,

XoXo

Wahai Tuhanku....

Wahai Tuhan......

Ya Allah....aku redha sekiranya ini ujianMu terhadapku..sesungguhnya Engkau lebih Maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik untukku. Tidak akan Engkau turunkan ujian ini sekiranya hambaMu ini tidak mampu mengharunginya..Yang Maha Menngasihani...aku redha ya Allah..aku redha ya Allah..

Ya Allah..Yang Maha Bijaksana

Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui insan insan yang telah menganiaya hambaMu ini Ya Allah...Engkau tunjukkanlah mereka jalan kebenaran..dan sesungguhnya Ya Allah..tidak hambaMu ini halalkan segala perlakuan dan setiap penganiayaan/setiap ringgit dan sen yang telah dilakukan terhadap ku Ya Allah..aku pasrah ya Allah..

Ya Allah rabbul A'lamin...

Engkau lindungilah keluargaku dari segala musibah..Engkau didiklah hati hati ini dengan ketakwaan kepadaMu ya Allah...Takut kepada Pencipta, cinta kepada Rasul dan bangga pada agamaku...Lindungilah kami dari melakukan dosa Ya Allah...dan janganlah Engkau Ya Allah menarik kenikmatan ketika hati bertasbih dan menyebut namaMu Ya Allah...sesungguhnya itulah kelazatan yang tidak terhingga di muka bumi ini Ya Allah

Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin

HOW TO INSTALL TOMCAT 6 IN CENTOS

HOW TO INSTALL TOMCAT 6 IN CentOS

1) Download JDK and JRE : http://www.oracle.com/technetwork/java/javase/downloads/index.html

For 64 bit server: jdk-6u24-linux-x64.bin
For 32 bit server: jdk-6u24-linux-i586.bin

2) [root@xxx]# mv jdk-6u24-linux-x64.bin /opt
[root@xxx]# mv jre-6u24-linux-x64.bin /opt

3) [root@xxx]# mkdir /usr/java

4) [root@xxx]# cd /usr/java

5) [root@xxx]# sh /opt/jdk-6u24-linux-x64.bin
[root@xxx]# sh /opt/jre-6u24-linux-x64.bin

6) Set profile:

#vi /etc/profile:

JAVA_HOME=/usr/java/jdk1.6.0_24
export JAVA_HOME
JAVA_OPTS="-d64 -server -Xms256m -Xmx16384m -XX:MaxPermSize=1024m"
export JAVA_OPTS
CATALINA_OPTS="-Djava.awt.headless=true"
export CATALINA_OPTS
#CATALINA_OPTS="-verbose:gc -XX:+PrintGCTimeStamps -XX:+PrintGCDetails
-Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote -Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote.port=8999
-Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote.ssl=false -Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote.authenticate=false
-Djava.rmi.server.hostname=localhost
-Djava.awt.headless=true"
#export CATALINA_OPTS
PATH=$JAVA_HOME/bin:$PATH
export PATH
CATALINA_HOME=/usr/share/apache-tomcat-6.0.30
export CATALINA_HOME
TOMCAT_HOME=$CATALINA_HOME/bin
export TOMCAT_HOME
HISTTIMEFORMAT=":%c:"
export HISTTIMEFORMAT

-SAVE and QUIT-

LOGOUT FROM THE SYSTEM TO ACTIVATE THE CURRENT PROFILE!!!

TEST:

[root@xxx]# echo $JAVA_HOME
/usr/java/jdk1.6.0_24

7) Download and install tomcat 6
Download apache-tomcat-6.0.30 @ http://tomcat.apache.org/download-60.cgi

8)[root@xxx]# md5sum apache-tomcat-6.0.30.tar.gz

9)[root@xxx]# mv apache-tomcat-6.0.30.tar.gz /usr/share

10) [root@xxx]# cd /usr/share

11) [root@xxx]# tar -zxf apache-tomcat-6.0.30.tar.gz

let it install by itself

12)TO TEST THE TOMCAT INSTALLATION SUCCESSFULLY DONE:
[root@xxx]# cd /usr/share/apache-tomcat-6.0.30/bin
[root@xxx]# ./startup.sh --> cat image (tomcat welcoming page) should be displayed

13) HOW TO RUN TOMCAT AS A SERVICE

[root@xxx]# cd /etc/rc.d/init.d
[root@xxx]# vi tomcatroot

#!/bin/bash
# description: Tomcat Start Stop Restart
# processname: tomcat
# chkconfig: 234 20 80

JAVA_HOME=/usr/java/jdk1.6.0_24
export JAVA_HOME
JAVA_OPTS="-d64 -server -Xms256m -Xmx16384m -XX:MaxPermSize=1024m"
export JAVA_OPTS
CATALINA_OPTS="-Djava.awt.headless=true"
export CATALINA_OPTS
#CATALINA_OPTS="-verbose:gc -XX:+PrintGCTimeStamps -XX:+PrintGCDetails -Dcom.sun
.management.jmxremote -Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote.port=8999 -Dcom.sun.managem
ent.jmxremote.ssl=false -Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote.authenticate=false -Djava
.rmi.server.hostname=localhost -Djava.awt.headless=true"
#export CATALINA_OPTS
PATH=$JAVA_HOME/bin:$PATH
export PATH
CATALINA_HOME=/usr/share/apache-tomcat-6.0.30
export CATALINA_HOME
TOMCAT_HOME=$CATALINA_HOME/bin
export TOMCAT_HOME

case $1 in
start)
sh $CATALINA_HOME/bin/startup.sh
;;
stop)
sh $CATALINA_HOME/bin/shutdown.sh
;;
restart)
sh $CATALINA_HOME/bin/shutdown.sh
killall -9 java
sh $CATALINA_HOME/bin/startup.sh
;;
esac
exit 0

-SAVE AND QUIT-

14) [root@xxx]# chmod 755 tomcatroot -->permission for executeable

15)[root@xxx]# chkconfig --add tomcatroot


16)[root@xxx]# chkconfig --level 2345 tomcatroot


17)[root@xxx]# chkconfig --list tomcatroot

TO RUN THE TOMCAT SERVICE
18) [root@xxx]# service tomcatroot start|stop|restart|

HOW TO RUN TOMCAT AS NON-ROOT USER

1) [root@xxx]# groupadd tomcat -->group:tomcat,user:black

2) [root@xxx]# useradd -g tomcat -d /usr/share/apache-tomcat-6.0.30/black black

3) [root@xxx]# chown -Rf black.tomcat /usr/share/apache-tomcat-6.0.30


HOW TO INSTALL LAMBDA PROBE (monitoring tools for tomcat)
_________________________________________________________

1) Go to: http://www.lambdaprobe.org/d/download.htm;jsessionid=E705E7AE96812AB8F390BF6454CBE15E
download --> probe.1.7b.zip

2) INSTALL

Installing manually

* Download Lambda Probe .war file
* Shutdown Tomcat if it is running
* Copy probe.war to $CATALINA_HOME/webapps/
* Start Tomcat

3) Edit tomcat-users.xml:

under insert the following;








---> This line: to access tomcat manager




4) Save and restart tomcat

5) Open your browser, type: http://localhost/probe

I LOVE...WHO?

MY BEAUTIFUL SHINY DIAMONDS

This is my eldest.I adore him so much...so mouthful of unexpected words..which makes my day everyday! Each of single day he grew up and makes me love him more than words can say...

And...this is the second...just like his brother..they have lots in common..except that I can see he is more harsh compared to his brother...still stick with me for about almost 9 months now..he is so adorable...always like to make "muke chomel" and the fish style...begging me to dukung him...I love both of my diamonds so much!....I always pray that Allah will protect them and lead them to be a good Muslims..and always be with me till the end of my life..Amin

~~Lots of loves from ibu ..xOxO...:)~~

What Do I Want for my 29th Birthday?

What do i want for my birthday this year?...I had couple of things in my head right now..(couple of things tu..eheh..mcm byk je)...Here are the list:

1) fossil handbag

2) tissot watch

So far dua ni jelah...

HOW TO INSTALL NTP SERVER AND CLIENT IN CENTOS

CONFIGURING THE NTP CLIENT
++++++++++++++++++++++++

1) #yum install ntp **to get latest ntp**
2)#chkconfig --level 235 ntpd on **to let the ntp started upon boot of the OS**
3)#ntpdate 192.168.10.xx (my master ntp server)
4)#service ntpd start

please refer to this link:
http://www.thewebhostinghero.com/tutorials/synchronizing-system-clock-ntp.html

CONFIGURING THE NTP SERVER
++++++++++++++++++++++++

Please refer to this link:
http://www.cyberciti.biz/faq/rhel-fedora-centos-configure-ntp-client-server/

Thanks for the both links which help me much!

How to configure Jconsole to view JVM (tomcat) in CentOS

CONFIGURE JCONSOLE FOR JVM (TOMCAT) on CENTOS:
**********************************************

1) #vi /etc/profile

insert -->
CATALINA_OPTS="-Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote -Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote.port=8999 -Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote.ssl=false -Dcom.sun.management.jmxremote.authenticate=false -Djava.rmi.server.hostname=127.0.0.1"
export CATALINA_OPTS

2) #jconsole

go to remote process,type:
localhost:8999 --> connect

Please refer to:

http://download.oracle.com/javase/1.5.0/docs/guide/management/faq.html
http://www.markomedia.com.au/blog/monitor-railo-on-tomcat-using-jconsole.html (best to refer)
https://wiki.internet2.edu/confluence/display/CPD/Monitoring+Tomcat+with+JMX

*************************************************
How to check port 8999 listening:
#netstat -anp | grep 8999

Enable 8999 to listen:
#iptables --list
#/usr/sbin/iptables -I INPUT -s 127.0.0.1/192.168.10.220 -p tcp --destination-port 8999 -j ACCEPT

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HOW TO ENABLE GC LOG IN CATALINA.OUT

In /etc/profile:
-->
CATALINA_OPTS="-verbose:gc -Xms256m -Xmx512m -XX:+PrintGCTimeStamps -XX:+PrintGCDetails"
export CATALINA_OPTS

When we talk about life

When we talk about life..there's lot of options/decisions that need to deal with..this will determine what might be happened next...have u make a good decision to decide yours? Me?
Yes..I did it when it needed. When making a decision, there's a lot of consideration that need to be taken care of...people that u love,surrounding that makes u happy,people's feeling and so on..
Lots of things happened in my life...good and bad...but I do believe ...each of them happened for a reason and sake.

Anyway, once u make it, deal with it. Look forward and do not flip back...there's always good things happened along the journey...take it easy...enjoy your life. Sacrifice?...Yup...it's a must even if it is a win win situation.There's always a price to pay toward anything happened..deal with it...

At the end of the day....I have to leave the people that i love so that I can go along the journey alone to gain maturity and part of life lesson

Please make me feel beautiful....

Women...Beautiful...2 synonym words that compliment each other..and truly..I forgot how does it feels being beautiful...I am not beautiful thou..but few said that I am...even i heard once from little kid..."Cantikla mama ujay tu..." It was the most honest statement I ever heard from a kid...I just smiled...Thank you Allah....It's ur gift...and one day it shall return to You for sure...I just borrowed it from You Ya Rahman....I would glad and happy...if my hubby could notice what the kid notice on me and utter it for me...I love to hear that...even though I know I am not as pretty as Miss Universe....BEAUTY INSIDE and HEART is the true beauty...Insyallah


~~Ya Allah...matikan aku dlm penuh keimanan terhadapMu dan di bawah keredhaan suamiku~~

BEBAN

Subhanallah....

Tadi dlm bilik air hampir2 rasa nak menangis sb tetiba je rase byknye tanggungjawab yang harus aku laksanakan setiap hari...routine aku...5 am aku dah bgn siapkan diri ke ofis..siapkan barang anak2 ke taska...pukul 645 pm sampai rumah dr ofis..ambik anak2 dr taska...dan sari situ bermula routine aku untuk nursing the baby...kemas rumah..memasak(kalau larat)..membasuh..jemur kain..melipat kain..solat...and etc.Ya Allah...letihnyeee....tapi aku buat jugak sb itu tanggungjawab sbg seorg ibu dan isteri. Nasib baik hubby tlg uruskan si abg long...sakit2 badan ni rasanye....dan di waktu inilah aku amat merindui waktu utk diriku...Ya Allah...permudahkanlah urusanku setiap hari...permudahkan tugasan ku mendidik dan membesarkan anak2..melayan suami....jgnlah Engkau meletakkan rasa beban di hatiku ketika ku melakukan urusan2 ku...Semoga kebaikan yang kulakukan Engkau berikan kebaikan kepada suamiku dan anak2ku...Amin

HATI...

HATI

Ya Allah ya tuhanku....
Jgnlah Engkau kurniakan kekayaan padaku sekiranya
ia mampu membuat aku lupa PadaMu Ya Allh
Jgnlah Engkau kurniakan padaku kekuasaan
Jika ianya mampu membuatkan aku membezakan diri aku dgn yang lain
Ya Allah..
lindungi diriku,suamiku,anak2ku,ibu bapaku serta umat islam
letakkan kami dlm syarriatmu..
Ya Allah...
suburkan hati aku ini dengan sentiasa memngingatiMu
alirkan air mata ini setiap kali mengenangkan azabmu Ya Allah...
Ya Allah...
Matikan ku dlm keutuhan imanku terhadapMu ya Allah..
Matikan ku Ya Allah..dlm keredhaan suamiku Ya Allah..
Ya Allah... berikan ku kudrat untuk ku berkhidmat kepada suamiku dan anak2 ku ya Allah..
Ya Allh...sentiasa letakkan aku di dalam kenikmatan apabila hati ku bergetar menyebut nama mu ya Allah
Ya Allah...genangilah mataku ini setiap kali aku bertemu dgn mu Ya Allah...
Ya Allah...ya Rahman ....Ya rahim

WOooooo

Wow..this is so hard for me...emphasizing...u don't have right...u don't have right and again u don't have right....Just let it go maybe is the best way...everybody deserve something better for their life..please live with it..bear with it...feel with it..Allah is always with you...don't cry so hard dearie heart...please....give me the strength...ya Allah....

How to install tomcat 6 + jdk 6 + tomcat user

1) Install jdk6 + jre6 + tomcat 6 and edit .profile
-->JAVA_HOME=/usr/jdk/jdk1.6.0_23
-->CATALINA_HOME=/opt/apache-tomcat-6.0.30
-->PATH=$PATH:$JAVA_HOME/bin
-->JAVA_OPTS="-server -Xmx4096m -d64"
-->export JAVA_HOME CATALINA_HOME PATH JAVA_OPTS
-->logout

2) Test tomcat by typing http://:8080 on the internet browser

3) To use tomcat manager, edit tomcat-users.xml
-->under put:











serplus,probeuser"/>



4) At OS side, create group
-->#groupadd icts

5) Create user
-->#useradd -g icts -d /opt/apache-tomcat-6.0.30/developer -ms /bin/bash developer
-->#passwd developer (the password is dev123)

6)Edit the .profile in user home dir
-->JAVA_HOME=/usr/jdk/jdk1.6.0_23
-->CATALINA_HOME=/opt/apache-tomcat-6.0.30
-->PATH=$PATH:$JAVA_HOME/bin
-->JAVA_OPTS="-server -Xmx4096m -d64"
-->export JAVA_HOME CATALINA_HOME PATH JAVA_OPTS

7)logout

8)echo all the export value

9)Change group
-->#chgrp -Rf icts /opt/apache-tomcat-6.0.30 (done by root)
(so dir apache-tomcat-6.0.30 owner is root and group is icts)

10)Change mod
-->#chmod -Rf 775 /opt/apache-tomcat-6.0.30 (done by root)
(r-w-x permission both for owner and group)

11) Try to stop and start the tomcat by using developer account
(when you do ls -la to /opt/apache-tomcat-6.0.30 you should see the owner is root and the group is icts)

SCRIPT

To stop tomcat 6 (tomcatstop):

#!/bin/sh
#name is the variable
JAVA_HOME=/usr/jdk/jdk1.6.0_23
CATALINA_HOME=/opt/apache-tomcat-6.0.30
PATH=$PATH:$JAVA_HOME/bin
export JAVA_HOME CATALINA_HOME PATH

name="This is to stop Tomcat Service!"
echo "$name"
cd $CATALINA_HOME/bin
./shutdown.sh

To start tomcat 6 (tomcatstart):

#!/bin/sh
#name is the variable
JAVA_HOME=/usr/jdk/jdk1.6.0_23
CATALINA_HOME=/opt/apache-tomcat-6.0.30
PATH=$PATH:$JAVA_HOME/bin
export JAVA_HOME CATALINA_HOME PATH

name="This is to start Tomcat Service!"
echo "$name"
cd $CATALINA_HOME/bin
./startup.sh

Put both script in ~home dir/script (owner: developer group:icts) and also in /script (root)(owner:root group:icts)
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HOW TO START/STOP TOMCAT6 UPON REBOOT

#cp -r /script/tomcatstop /etc/init.d/tomcatstop
#cp -r /script/tomcatstart /etc/init.d/tomcatstart

#chmod +x /etc/init.d/tomcatstop
#chmod +x /etc/init.d/tomcatstart

#ln -s /etc/init.d/tomcatstop /etc/rc0.d/K01tomcatstop

#ln -s /etc/init.d/tomcatstop /etc/rc2.d/K01tomcatstop
#ln -s /etc/init.d/tomcatstart /etc/rc2.d/S90tomcatstart

#ln -s /etc/init.d/tomcatstop /etc/rc3.d/K01tomcatstop
#ln -s /etc/init.d/tomcatstart /etc/rc3.d/S90tomcatstart

HOW TO ALLOW NON-ROOT USER TO RUN TOMCAT ON PORT 80 (port <1024 only can be run by root)

#usermod -K defaultpriv=basic,net_privaddr developer
(done by root. This will be written in /etc/user_attr file)